I should be SELFISH

I went for partying yesterday for celebrating our one year at MahindraSatyam.

I don't know how people can be SELFISH.Just thinking about them and doing what they want to do all the time.

They are not at all bothered about others,they came and did what they wanted..!!
seriously I'm hating them,why I'm having these feelings..??

Do they really deserve these hard feelings..??
Right now,it seems correct for me..
Hopefully it may change,because I can't have these mixed feelings towards them..

I can't even explain how awkward the party was..??

There are about 12 people,but only 4-5 people have the right to do what ever they want.Its only their party.I was pissed off seeing them and their deeds.
Its not about them all the time.
They should try to understand and behave when they are in a group.
And I need to specially mention about One Idiot.
That Idiot still couldn't understand why people didn't mingle..??
More over ,That Idiot is explaining me to take things lightly..
It was very funny at that point..
OOH..!! Such DUMB people..
I thought,I'm DUMB.

These people are way above my level..I can't reach them in these aspects.

May be I'm not used to this SELFISH acts.I should get used to it and start behaving like that.

I know they are going to spoil me in no time.
I'm changing already,I never used to yell at others often,but these days its coming out of me.
I should control my emotions.

They already lost their position in my heart.
Now,its up to my Brain.
I'm thinking like that.I'm feeling BAD about this.

Why am I judging people all the time..??
Why can't I bear them..??
Why I can't stand their stupid SELFISH acts..?

I'll have the answer for all the questions,if I start acting SELFISH completely.


Come on you people,
Please spoil me or you be spoiled like me..!!